Am I really as neurotic as I feel?

Weeee

It's weird.  A good weird, but weird nonetheless.  When I first met S (who I'd already known through a friend, but only through e-mail), I had mega tingles (tingles I'd never before experienced).  Apparently there was also some interest on his side, but for whatever reason (distance perhaps? Who knows), nothing came of it (he's still on my 'what if?' list, though, and I may be on his).  But anyway, with the bf (yes, it's now official),  I don't think I've had those tingles, but we do have chemistry.  And the crazy thing is that I feel comfortable around him.  Yes, there's a slight nervousness, and of course there's excitement, but when we're together, there's only minimal internal feedback (I think all women know this...the "omg, does he actually like me?" and related thoughts).  There's also a distinct fear/panic, which I would imagine is normal...my last serious relationship was not necessarily a mistake...but definitely a character building experience of ginormous proportions...and I guess, on some level, I keep waiting for those traits (aka warning signs with flashing red lights) to show up with this one, but they haven't, and I'm not so sure they will.  Of course, it's still very early, and there is much to learn about each other, so I am going to enjoy what we have while it's there.
I have a lot more thoughts floating around, but I'm incredibly tired, so those thoughts will just have to hang out in my mind another day..

Posted by: greeneyes at 23:49 | link | comments (3)

Now that was a good date.

Posted by: greeneyes at 23:41 | link | comments (2)

So...again.

We ended up having dinner tonight.  He has very soft lips.

Posted by: greeneyes at 22:14 | link | comments (2)

So.

Some of you may have noticed my second-to-last entry.  I think it was the second to last one...the one with the smiley faces.  Well...

I will be spending my Friday evening in the company of a gentleman friend.  He's tall, nice, funny...and much younger.  Like almost six years younger.

That's all you guys get to know until next week.  :-)

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boys

Friday.  Housesitting.  Dog on the couch, cat on the floor, me in the chair.  Full of pizza and pomegranate martini.

Time: 8:30pm.

Temperature: 1...one...un...uno

Wind: 19-26 mph

Windchill: 22 below...negative 22

Time for more martini.

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